Tuesday, June 22, 2004
boredom...
ateneo has this certain type of attachment to me wherein i just cannot get it out of. maybe it is plainly the fact that i love this campus so much and that i enjoy its essence. besides, i can manage to surf the world wide web here for free. i spend 20 pesos commuting from my house to school. surfing the net in the ghetto costs 25 an hour... this beats watching cable television and doing nothing of value and importance.
i know some people care for me in some sort of way, but why do people insist on what the hell am i doing here? people seem to want me out of their lives... is that what it is all about, now that i am an alumnus already... ipinag-pipilitan pa nila... gusto na ata nilang patakbuhin buhay ko like they want to... it is frustrating... alam kong concerned sila, pero bakit ganoon? bakit? i guess that is how i have become... frustrating and sickening... cannot blame them, that is a certainty...
why me... why me... why me... why me... why me...
Written by the Ninja @ 3:35 PM