Friday, June 25, 2004
I am writing this on the 24th of June…
I spent the yesterday and today pondering and thinking on some things. After the “incident” last Tuesday, I decided to cool things off before my closed judgement makes things worse. I also spent the two days just being at home and not do anything extravagant that would drain whatever financial resources I have in store.
I recently rekindled good friendly relationships that have been shelved for some reasons, I managed to see and / or hear them again. It gives me pleasure to be associated with them in some sort of capacity. I believe that one should keep a healthy relationship with their friends or acquaintances, even if they do not reciprocate that notion. Ewan ko ba kung bakit I keep on pursuing it, but I guess it is within my nature.
Speaking of pursuing, I distinctly recall one momentous occasion on this day. The old catechists know this, and I would want them to keep their mouths shut about it. it is just that hindi ko alam kung ano ang aking mararamdaman about her. I do not know how to “celebrate” it, yet. Medyo magulo pa ang isipan, medyo magulo pa ang pakiramdam, pero tapos na ang isyung ito para sa akin. Hindi ko alam kung tapos na ang isyung ito para sa kanya, but the catechists probably have a hint about this query. Ano sa palagay ninyo, mga kaibigan?
Tamang tama, ang sounds ko as of writing this:
Lenny Kravitz – Can’t get you off my mind
Eurythmics – 17 Again
Steps – Deeper Shade of Blue
‘nuff said.
Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit? Bakit?
I only hope she’s the one. For my own sake, and for hers…
As for Chinky and Carmela and to those who probably share that sentiment those two have, I do not expect any apology from you. You may be expecting one from me, but you are not and will not be getting it. To quote from the show Seinfeld; “I am the master of my domain.” I add, you are not the master of my domain, so just continue on what you are doing and let me run my life as I see fit. I know I will not be receiving Christmas cards from you in the foreseeable present and the unforeseeable future. I am not one of your royal subjects that I am subject to your whims and dictums. In the end, though, kahit na I am incensed by your remarks, I have already forgiven you. May you do well in your current endeavors; Carmela in her graduate studies and Chinky with MemRel (I expect great things from you in the year ahead).
Ciao and Happy Feast Day to my Patron Saint; St. John the Baptist!!!
Written by the Ninja @ 2:08 PM