Monday, August 30, 2004
this week will be odd because i will be going to work later tonight, than tomorrow. this week kasi is labor day sa US, kaya adjustments will be made.
i also have to make adjustments, i sense that i have been going into the deep end, but retaining my sane sense of being nuts. ika nga, mukhang baliw na naman ako... sometimes, i just feel like it just will happen. anyhow, i should be acting more mature.
updates...
i was disappointed with my performance last week, was not able to meet the number to qualify for commissions, but hopefully would meet the standards of the company...
remy (a batchmate / orgmate of mine) was married last saturday. hindi ko alam yun. i only knew last friday... her groom is also my orgmate... congrats to them.... speaking of that org..
went to the GABAY birthday party... was somehow a blast, even if i was sermonized for not getting sleep. she was right, i barely zombied through the early evening, and into the shift... thank god no post-shift activity happened (i could have had one, pero walang kasama si troy)...
managed to catch-up with some alumni, had a time... but i felt like i was a wallflower, but seeing them was enough for me.
saw ateneo's dominance over adamson. hopefully will keep that up for the rest of the season...
tapos na ang olympics, and my work really caused me to care less about it, also because the coverage was lousy... but, there is nothing i can do about it. what sickens me is that how disappointed seeing the US "dream" team get humbled. then again, a better team beats better players...
other things,
my personal life is in a state of turmoil, with my feelings for someone being placed and unplaced in stasis... i care about her, but sino ba talaga ang aking mamahalin? hirap talaga... it's just that you care about that person, but hindi mo nararamdaman yung pahalaga sa iyo ng tao. tapos, sa work, sa work, sa work... kung pwede lang, kung pwede lang... maging kami na... haay.... daming gulo sa utak ko...
at least, may work na mamaya. magkikita ulet.
last thing, inaaya akong mag-puerto galera sa weekend. i want to come, kasi kasama raw siya, at i want to enjoy this stage of my life. sana payagan ako ni mommy.
Written by the Ninja @ 4:30 PM