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Sunday, October 24, 2004

took a day to compose myself just for this...

i was pulled from production on the last day of the week because i was unable to convert a lead into a sale. however, we were given a new publication to play with and it was a new one, meaning plenty of opportunities to make production. also, my teammates were not producing that much. so i went down to the 5th floor and thus started "re-training". when i went back up, to my shock, they managed to convert. (actually, i managed to get an advanced notice via text, but seeing it for yourself was another thing)

i was upset. maybe being upset was an understatment. i was frustrated. i could have gotten that production if i was dialing. come on, we were given a brand new publication. i only managed to dial it for around 30 minutes. give me a break.

at the end, i lost all control over myself.

i wept. i cried. first time in a long while. at work.

some of my batchmates managed to see what was going on. went over me to console me and soothe a wounded ego. i went to my old team leader to do likewise.

after that, i was invited to go to breakfast with them at Macau, at the Eastwood Cyberwalk. managed to cool my emotions down, from despair to laughter. afterwards gone on a journey with another team to cubao to do something, then went back and had "lunch" with a validator. these really helped me out big time.

thanks to the following people:

1. Team Puma, Mad Manx, and Sabertooth / Mandrins
2. April, Cheche, TJ, Mav, Gladys
3. Remy

i am rejuvenated. see you tomorrow at 9pm (mav, the following morning, hehe).

thinking about it, i felt that my emotional outburst was more on seeing you guys seeing my non-production. i felt that i was letting you, the people whom i consider special, down. i apologize for that. now that i know what needs to be done, it is time for me to take action.

batchmates / friends,

help me out. share your knowledge. so that i could put this to bed.

anyway, thanks again. you guys drive me on... i love you all.

Written by the Ninja @ 2:20 PM

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