Thursday, March 10, 2005
farewell with a commiseration
i had a lot of memories being in its confines, enjoying its snugness and madness. i just love its ambiance and homely atmosphere. it'll be absolutely different during the next schoolyear.
yesterday, i also managed to watch our fabled women's basketball team (champions in dumaguete recently) beat the feu lady tamaraws 42-40.
i also spent the day pondering on some things on my mind. one thing in particular, struck me.
bakit na lang ako napapagtripan ng mga tao? in particular, involving other people, lalo na yung idinadawit sa magulo kong pamumuhay.
ok lang yung ibang mga joke na ipinapatungo sa akin. pero once nadadamay yung ibang tao, iba na yon. kasi nakakasakit sa iba iyon. nakakasakit sa kanila iyon at baka manlisik ang tingin niya o nila sa akin. ayoko namang magalit sila sa akin at mainis. worst of all, baka magbago sila ng pananaw o tingin about me.
gusto ko nang maayos ang reputasyon ko. i want to repair broken-down friendly relationships, but things like that put a dampener on such attempts to heal wounds.
i want to leave a good legacy. alam kong i am probably one of the most controversial figures around. naasar lang ako.
ayokong gumawa ng eksena like i used to do before.
paumanhin talaga. nagagalit lang ako sa sarili ko at pinababayaan ko lang ito. grr...
bakit ba ako torpe? things would have been different if only...
oh well...
i should look forward to the Colayco farewell thing on friday and the DSWS reunion on saturday.
c'est fini.
Written by the Ninja @ 12:47 PM
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