Sunday, September 25, 2005
sick... sad... depressed... thoughts on great-grandma..
that was my feeling today. galing ako sa libing ng aking great-grandmother. today, when there were four key ateneo games and as far as i know, we lost 2. after a while, i got a fever letting that negative emotion sink in. couldn't even visit atenista.net right now.
anyhow, i remember when i was very young. my mother would take me to lawton. doon, nakikita ko si nanay (yun ang tawag ko sa kanya). meron siyang maliit na tindahan roon. i recall playing around the big expanse of lawton, sa ilalim ng lrt, being ignorant of my surroundings. my mom once told me na dumadaan siya roon noong nag-aaral pa siya sa Arellano U. i always remember nanay pag dumadaan ako roon. even moreso now.
i also recall visiting her in cavite, where she lived. kasama ko mga kamag-anak ko from my mother's side.
i'll miss you nanay. more than what you think. enjoy your stay there.