I should be a happy guy today. That the NBA season is already starting, pay day just arrived, you are going to a party or two later, and so on… but I feel a tinge of disappointment and depression that kind of bothers me. I take a look at pictures that people post and I look at how much fun and happiness each person in that picture exhibits. And then, you look at the picture altogether and you know everyone. One can think… “Teka muna, bakit ‘di ko alam ito?” I cannot help but feel alone and detached sa mundo. I see people have fun and yes, I do have fun, but mas masaya when you are with good people. I envy them. I know this is a needless rant… eto nasa isip ko ngayon e… bakit ganun? I can only blame myself. I feel left out... All the time… in perpetuity… Wednesday, October 31, 2007
a needless rant into depression....