what i am thinking before the retreat... this quote put me in a reflective mood.

some people have expressed some displeasure that you are coming along. apparently, they are uncomfortable with your pressence.

apparently, time does not last long enough to heal some wounds my past has gone through for some people. that fact i find very disappointing (considering it has been years since paths crossed), but i guess, it is what it is. and i dont blame them. i guess. i do annoy some people with my personality and how i see, do, feel and interact dont mesh well with a lot of people, who are not totally accepting of my identity / persona. for that, i am persona non grata to them. wala naman ako magawa. it is for the better good that i give way for the satisfaction of the greater good.

i have forgiven the messenger before the message was even sent. the right and moral thing to do was done and the truth matters. i know people dont value you as much as you value them. i know who does that to me anyway....

this kind of thought process gets me in a very reflective phase. a phase befitting a spiritual getaway i will be tomorrow morning until sunday.

a guy who is very much pragmatic and practical in faith going into a retreat with the people whom he values very highly.

just pray for me and i hope you enjoy the weekend ahead.

btw, those who want to send palanca letters can send their pm's to me. i'll read them when i get home. thanks in advance. i very much would appreciate it. (those who will be with me in the retreat can opt to do it here if you do not want to do it there.)